Epilogue

I’ve learned that I make a lot of grammar mistakes and that my English isn’t all that great. I need to branch out and talk to people more because I felt limited with the words I use. I’ve been honest in most of my post but at the same time there were some personal stuff that I should have avoided. To be honest I never thought I would take this class seriously because I didn’t like to express myself. But during the time I was in Creative Writing, I’ve started being more open about myself and expressing myself during and outside of school. I have the tendency to stop myself in the middle of a sentence because I realize how dumb I sounded. I wish to improve on not being so conservative about myself and have people feel uncomfortable around me. But what I view as not uncomfortable, I seem to make it more uncomfortable for people to talk with me. I feel that it’s best that I kept quiet and avoid making a fool of myself but the more I think that way, the harder it is for me to express myself. These assignments have helped me be more open minded about the things I write because I didn’t feel limited to just writing a subject or making sure that what I was writing was correct. So overall I felt more relaxed and not pressured to write about something that required me to research and double guess myself. This class had helped me discover what I find that is really important to me and what I treasured. I’ve wrote all of my post in hopes that when I’m in my late thirties or forties or how ever old I will be when I decide to check on Blogger again and if it still exist and see what I was like as a kid. The three words that I would use to describe myself are reckless, weird and conservative. I have been reckless with the blogs I’ve written and throughout the school year I slacked off thinking that I could put it off and it will somehow be done somehow in some way. I’ve been both weird and conservative in most of my blog posts because they tell a different story from what I’m like in person. Overall, I gained a lot of important values such as being honest and open about myself and that there are some people who are more different than they seem outside of the blogs.